ALLOW YOUR HEART TO EXPAND

Thursday, 9 October 2014

Sleep , sleep and more sleep

Sleeping eating and napping seems to sum up these past couple of days
I did venture out to do some food shopping yesterday and returned with shopping trolly full of basics


Thursday 9/10 , 22:10 Bed after bath falling asleep
13° C Mist and Fog

Every challenge gives you the gift of becoming

9/10 Dream
I'm get in touch with anger.
Big old company / institution setting .
Manager gives me instructions that I am to follow exactly .
I start to get nervous as I know I will mess up the details  - but she doesn't understand
When we make contact with the helicopter ((( !!!! ))))  I am to say a few numbers in French .
I get it wrong .
Moment passes .
We try again .
I get more and more angry and finally refuse, feeling livid .
Another woman is called in who knows exactly dress, and behave , but that only makes it worse . I I have a meltdown .
On waking I realise I have been in touch with my anger and it feels good !

Body :  Skin around my groin , tummy and underarms is itching quite a bit. Slight rash visible

Mind :  Peaceful and calm apart from dealing with techie things ; downloading mp3s and transferring to iPhone that has run out of space. Need to transfer videos to macbook before deleting , but not sure how to do that . Updated iPad successfully YAY .... achievement :-)

Feeling : OK . Happy even. Content

Spirit : Buoyant .









2 comments:

Ninghal Drako said...

Hi,

There are quite a lot of lymph glands around the areas you describe as being itchy. I should imagine that is because the drugs you have been given target those areas whilst doing their job. If that is so, then I hope they are doing a good job of it.

Ninghal Drako xxx

Mara said...

Yes , the lymph glands are doing their bit , I'm sure .

Love

Mara xxx