Equinox energy thoughts

I've been in Equinox energies  since 6 am this morning . 

" Something has to die for something to be born "

Spent nearly  six hours 'dying'  and playing with facing the idea of death and dying ; a sort of magnificent melancholy , so sad and yet OH SO BEAUTIFUL allowing all thoughts and feelings, even the morbid ones . Breathing. Allowing without censoring but in danger of romanticising, perhaps. So sue me LOL . Hopefully , I am beginning to let go of something . The dying, perishing and purging of what is no longer required.... This , dear souls reading this ,   is so EMPOWERING . 

At the minute I am on a high. No drugs or alcohol involved,  trusting the process and listening to the whispers of my soul .

INSIGHT: Trying to capture thoughts as they whizz by is like trying to hold on to running water with bare hands . Slippery and wriggly , won't keep still. Free . Refusing to be captured, examined and dissected x "free as running water " yes, Leonard Cohen , Thank you, ( insert track from " death of a ladies man LP ) and then QUEEN , Freddie Mercury " Bismillah let me go ... magnifico Bohemian Rhapsody .

INSIGHT :Kali and Shakti . Destruction precedes breakthrough . What is waiting on the other side ?

INSIGHT : Working through stuff.  Journalling , for me cannot be linear , I've realised . It has to be like a mind map or collage . not just words typed out on a computer,,, no .. journalling , the process has to be MULTIDIMENSIONAL too, just as we are multidimensional beings and this includes sharing, interacting 

INSIGHT : There is BEAUTY in everything , even the morbid and the putrid, decaying, painful and smelly . Oh so BEAUTIFUL

Thank you for being here with me everyone  

I thank you , our teacher , Panache Desai and everyone in our group for this 21 day immersion. ALL brave and beautiful  souls in this 21 day journey . Thank you . I love you . 

I don't want this to end , but I know it will but it will live on in another form , whatever that might be. 

Will there be more 21 days ? 

 I want our teacher and friend Panache Desai to come to Sweden and hold a workshop here .

Thank you , thank you , thank you ,