ALLOW YOUR HEART TO EXPAND

Monday, 1 December 2014

Feeling wear and tear after two cycles of chemo and chemo 3:1

So far , I've completed two cycles of chemo and started the last and final cycle last Tuesday . 7  treatments, two to go. One tomorrow and then another one after that the following Tuesday.
 
It's beginning to get me down . Yep , knocked back yesterday, literally , falling flat on my back Slipped and fell flat on my back on wet laundry room floor.

OUCH !!
It was scary .
Winded me .

Fortunately I could get up and walk , but for a moment I thought I'd be stuck there unable to move until someone came to rescue me. I am feeling stiff and left arm is bruised adding to bruises from the multiple blood tests and attempts to find a suitable vein for chemo treatment last week.

Many emotions surfacing:  Irritation, anger , sadness , fear , apprehension - a right cocktail of energies in motion. Instability .

Yep , won't lie to you . Two cycles of chemo are beginning to wear me down.

Could do with an extra energy boost.
Feeling both fragile and strong.

Trying not to THINK too much and spin stories about what is happening and why but intending to FEEL and BREATHE  allowing the energies to flow .

Would appreciate extra love and good vibes.

Apart from that - I have consoled myself by scoffing down a LARGE sushi.



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