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Sunday, 18 January 2015

Catching up before the big op on Tuesday

Hiya  Bladder Blog , friends and faithful readers ,

I've not forgotten you , it's just that for the past 3 weeks I have had other things on my mind.
It's felt like " Zombie Time "  days and nights flowing into one .

It all started the day before New Year's Even , when a tooth started to give me grief and pain .
An infected molar , lower left side.
Yet another challenge to keep me on my toes.
Not easy to find a dentist on New Year's Day, but I did find Folktandvården  2nd January." No appointments " they told me " just wait in the waiting room. We estimate it will take 3-4 hours "
I arrived at 2 pm and left at 9pm - a total of 7 hours.

Turns out that said molar tooth was infected .
Tooth was opened up , cleaned up a bit and antibiotics prescribed .
( Infection must heal before tooth can be root filled )


Two days of pain until antibiotics started to kick in and after some ringing around  finally found  another dentist and an appointment was made for root filling part 1 ,  5th January ,

The pre - op information  meeting was on the 7th January - HUGE amounts  of info to take in

Meeting with counsellor , Birgitta the following day on the 8th January

Root filling part 2 , 13th January

Root filling part 3 , 15th January  and a total bill of SEK 4,500

In between hospital visits and root filling, i did have nice visits from friends, laundry dates, recycling of paper , glass and plastic, food shopping, and checking family's flat . Daily chores made difficult by snow , blizzards , slush , ice and sleet . There were a couple of days I did not venture out , and slept all day.

Family  returned home from their travels on the morning of the 15th .
YAY ... hurray .. missed them so .
Had to hand over my set of keys as theirs were packed away somewhere in their luggage. hehehe
Never mind
Off I went to my root filling appointment leaving them to rest and unpack before being invited over for a visit , and showered with presents.

So that's it - we are practically up to date now .

Spent the weekend going around in circles , as I tend to do before a trip , gathering myself and also doing some clearing of emotional clutter .

Feeling apprehensive
Dreaming 'collage - like ' dreams and then forgetting them on waking
Sadness and some tears - energies in motion

Overnight bag is out ready to be packed tomorrow morning
Bills have been paid
I owe people emails - sorry
Experiencing overwhelm - some things on my 'to do list '  are going to have to be left to the universe .
I'm going to miss my computer

All for now -  can't think ........

Night night - may post again tomorrow before leaving for the hospital around 1:30 pm .
Checking in time is 2.30 pm
Operation is set for Tuesday , 20 January , probably early in the morning.

Wish me luck , and a graceful, pain free  transformation and healing .
It's been wonderful knowing you , darlings !
(((hugs )))))

Night night




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